The other day I had quite an epiphany. Before I share this, let me begin with when I was writing an article not long ago, commenting on The Holographic Workshop by Stephen Davis. In it is stated that since we live in a Holograph, what we see and experience is not real (paraphrasing). My inner-planes mentor, ThothHorRa stepped in to say this was not the most refined approach to any reality. It is important for consciousness – both individually and collective – to embrace reality as “real.” If we do not accept our experience then we are powerless to change it. Once we accept it, it is then up to the individual as to how they wish to interface with it, use it and learn from it…and ultimately, if they wish – to change it.
He further elucidates on this topic that “Maya” – translated as “illusion” is really meant to define a field of quality, reflection, refraction and formation….within the hologram! It not a dreamy netherland of what is not, but an active state of what is becoming; with all the twists and turns of a butterfly emerging from it’s cocoon.
And so now to my epiphany…
I realized that all my life I have not put into action obvious pathways that could be beneficial to me…that I have shall we say, an “inside scoop on” from Thoth and my Higher Self, because I do not believe that I exist “here.” I am viewing it all as an illusion, so how can I act upon or within it? This has been a subconscious (until now) belief for me from birth, I would imagine. I remember when I was around four and five years old, following my mother around and asking her “Am I real?” She would patiently asure me that I was, every time I asked this.
I always have an under current that I have been aware of, where I must keep telling myself I cannot walk through a wall or drive through another car, etc. Yes, that car one is scary! It is one of the reasons I tend to drive as little as possible.
Now, if this is true for me I believe it is true for everyone on some level. In some it may be less pronounced and in others, probably more so…but we all knew in the depths of our interior, that this is a holographic universe…long before we ever read or were told of such a thing. We knew it in the womb. Yet, when we are birthed and taught what is “real” and “not real,” that false logic collides internally with our knowing that we dwell within a holograph. So the “logic” we are taught melds with the truth which we know, to create the false impression that WE are not really HERE. This I believe, is at the very root of most of humanity’s fears, creating feelings of dis-association and futility.
Everything from depression to wars would result from this inner conflict.
So if this is indeed true, what do we do about it? How can bring our consciousness into the grace shadow of our knowing, where the Tree of Life meets the Wind of the Soul and we can say to ourselves, truly…that we ARE here in the moment with all life…arising from a light spectrum which we call a holograph…changing. swirling, becoming, disappearing and being born again and again, but never quite the same.
Perhaps as you read this now, you are feeling the quickening within you. I am as I write it: to align with this truth and live it each moment. It is like in the motion picture Avatar, when the People surrounded the Sacred Tree, joined hands swaying with the rhythm of the soul…as ONE and knew they were one. They let go of all that was not at the very core of their being to do so.
Each of us must come to that moment when we kneel before the Mother – She who birthed us from the COSOM – and to consciously, with prayerful deliberation, unite our Core with Hers. Once we truly do this we will come to know the Hologram as rich and fertile ground for….EVERYTHING! All arises from creation when we accept the reality of it. In order to do this, we cannot fear the unknown; and if we accept that CHANGE is the Foundation of all Life then we will never be afraid of the unknown.